i am so sad today... sob sob. it alwae like that wanna meet up it alway ended up this way. quarrel again. i mayb so stubborn. but he will nv let me. asked me to meet him he go bath waited at office till 7. no call. ii know he forget all about me. so i go take mrt first cos dont wanna him to wait to long. reach the mrt finally he call. i wasnt angry at all. ii ask him why didnt he call me when he finish his bath so i can get ready to go. he kept telling he is in darren call unable to call. he dont wan like that to happen also it too sudden. he did even know what i was asking. making boil to the max... quarrel and hang up the phone. sad wanna go home really wann go. scare reach home miss him. so i take mrt over. he sms me ask me to go home. wanna break. but i still go.

reach yoi cho kang. call him handphone off. no battery le. waited again. finally he call asked him to come he tell me he is tired. AGAIN AGAIN TIRED! didnt i make the afford to come. cos wanna see him. thought he ask me to go i still come. cant he feel it. yet the reply was this.!!!! telling me i m alway like that wana zhe mo him. my heart was borken. he say this to me. telling me i making he life so difficult. ): ask me to go.

wad u wan me to say. wad you wan me to do.i did wad i need to do. i hang up telling him how i feel but noting go in. ii tell him i dun wan to talk to him any more. i walk alone from yck to amk. sit and smoke. he sms me tell me he not my prince. i will find someone better. haa.hais. tired i am tired of all this. he dont know wad i wan.

i call him i tell him. to pay cab fare i go over & still buy food for him. cos i know he is tired. mayb i stubborn cos all this i am sorry. but dont you think i had did so much. when i reach he is not downstair yet. wordless....... he is just an other ah wei. i am not important just someone who he use to live with.

confuse. tears like rain. be will nv know. how i feel i wann him to bring me cos i wan to know how much i m in his heart sleep or me. why m i alway doing all the move.

now i know i m nothing to him.!!!!!!!! i give up!!!!!! SLEEP more important.

not sorry can forgive de. not hug can cure my pain. no.