i ammmmmm sooooo tired~~~~~~~~~

what a dayz. so much thing to do cant even breath. call and call. shu chun please shu chun please~~~ lols. more and more connection to do.. scary. night mare. back home me alone.... eat alone. watch tv alonE. I AM SO BORED!!!!!!

i miss you. yesterday wasnt a good day for me neither him too. money again. family again. hais if thing wont change, one day he will gonna left me again. with you boy? i know he care, he dont want me to get hurt. i too know he wanna help me. but how long can he do so.

will he willing to be my guardian angel to protect me from hurt and tear. Solve my problem. will i be his little sweet heart hugging me tight let me stay warm and safe. even when it gonna be the end of world. he will be there.? right there with me.? will you my boy?

O... it raining heavily outside. just hang up with da. we had a nice talk erm... a sweet one. haa. so much to say. haaa.. but he is too tired for long talk. poor boy marching whole day long in the sun. thank god. it raining big now. so he can rest well under his warm blanket ya. haa. hope the blanket able keep him warm. heard him say b4 that the blanket wasnt that thick. so baby remember to slp tight tight k dont get cold orh. baobei gonna miss you to night.zzzz

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