omg all i wrote gone gone gone. argh!!!

its raining the whole day, sky were so dark in the afternoon.

know what Yizhen view my profile today. mmm so coincidence, she flash throught my mind this morning when i was on the way to the MRT. dont know why just suddenly think of her. reach office log in my frenster i saw her view me. When i saw i feel..... dont know how to describe the feeling. it wasnt good. Was like hmmm lot of unknow answer between her and da. to her i dont know should i hate her or what. got a sudden feeling make me wanna be her fren but why why must i. thought it not her fault is da who bad and brought her into this. dun know. just hate it. she lie to me that night. thought da tell me nothing between him and her but i just cant believe. i know i m bad hee. dont believe him but.. haiz.

hee i got the idea of the (cannot say) ('',) ... haa. so happy. hope 1st pair can be done soon. everything must be done b4 25/12 ho ho ho~ X) shhhhhhh..... sercret orh... bleahz.

i miss grandma so much yesterday when acc Joanne to the sewing shop at china town. last time when ah ma still ok she teach me how to sew lot of thing. i miss her so much. so today thought the big rain i still went over and see her. call her at office. when i hear her sound. make me feel so pain. her sound so soft. when saw her make me feel heart pain. she was so thin so thin. :( poor ah ma. uncle told me she eat alot so that the reason why. so i told ah ma to promise the next time i see her she must be fatter than now. she smile. :) her hand cant open. keep feat her hand. she told me fall down. i help her massage. her leg and hand. heart pain pain see her like that. AH MA MUST GET WELL SOON. chun chun bring eu out. promise. X)

kkz got to stop lot of ting waiting for me to do. zzz