know what i actually plan to end me da 4 year relationship on 31.12.2008. ):

though hurt but... (all da fault)
dont wanna waste our time with relation that quarrel almost everyday
partly was also tired of his attitude toward me.

after my half day of work on monday. think for hour i decided to go down
to return him his money and take all my thing back.
he give in to me that he will pay my cab fare back home and will bring my thing down
so i went over.
reach his home downstair. saw his hand with nothing.
then he say that he is sad that he fren lie to him.

then we sit down on the stone chair and chat.
give him my listen ear.
didnt know that year of fren lie to him.
though he didnt cry like we girl do.
through his eye. i feel his sadness.

was like wanna tell him the feeling he had now when
his fren lie to him and insisting that the he didnt tell lie to him.
was the feeling i felt when he tell lie and insisting that he didnt. it was pain.!

but i didnt tell him cos i know he was really no good for all my nonsense.
ask him to question his fren he told me what the point.
he told me alot that make me think my boy had grow up.
saw him so sad make me wanna hug hug him. but i didnt.
was wanna let him know my insist of breaking up.

i brought cake then he ask me what is it for i say it for celebrating break up.
haa. naught him wanna pull the cake away fm him.
in the end he drag me in to the lift back to his house.

today baby wake up early cos of me.
he went to xiao gu house wait for xiao gu to bring him to orchard to buy me
something. first time baby is so serious of something cos of me.
felt so sweet.

baby i really wish this sweet can last long.

i love you da