big big world. small small me

2008-07-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

yieepppp! going KL on friday night!
hahaha so excited. this time i am going with Jiny, Agnes, Jiny hubby and bro.
it will be super funny shall do lot of eating and shopping ya. (:
i am eating and eating none stop this few day making me very worry every time i step on my weighting machine i was OMG! is this machine spoil. lols
even kenthen say that i am gaining more and more weight. lols. cos my face is becoming more and more chubby. hahaha
i have to stop and on diet after my trip back from KL to get myself pretty for my 21 birthday.
still wondering where should i have my chalet.
hopefully it will be a funny and nice one. ^^
Thing were going smooth of me orh. so everyday for me was nice and cheerful one. but too tired. cos time now were all schedule.. almost everyday i have something to attend to. got to do my homework for account and go bed le.
got to stop here......

thank xia for the checking for the chalet booking~ appreciate.

2008-06-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhh!!!! sobbb!!!!!!!
today is already my 3 day of lesson.
i had my accounting, business of law and today business management.
at the start i was worry of the presentation which i had to do and the group work.
nv do i know that this fear come so fast.
today shung the lecture of business management want us to form in group to for our project work which is taking 30% of our overall exam.
haissss yaaaaa!!!! i feel i am so weak.... with all the idea they give in and me with nothing.... so stress.... actually i wanna join in the group with nursazlina n the 2 girl but max ppl in group is 4...
but i cant left winnie aside thought i think she is will be ok to be with the other group. so me and winnie got to join with the 2 guy which are in the same intake with us.
i m worry i cannot provide any idea.... hais... ): i will try my best to look in the net hopefully there is something i can do to give in more to the group next week ba...
got to wake up 5+ tomorrow.. so tired.. looking in the mirror i look so ugly. i need more time and more rest! jiu ming ah!

trip to malaysia! Holiday plaza

2008-06-22T21:36:00.004+08:00

when holiday plaza with min, eilene, jun xuan and andrew after work yesterday.

went there for pedicur. heh. there girl doing pedicur for me was a young girl very cute. she is only 15. earn part time know what their salary there was dam low. she work whole day is only 20rm after all the comiation was not even 80rm! imagian she took only 50rm it around hmmm $25.

after pedicur. min bring me down to the studio to let ppl there to make up for us then took picture for free! hahaz. from 6 we were there but till 9 then its done.
doing makeup for me was a guy, jia hao. ok i like the make up he done it for me but a bit over. lols. pic i took was suck! i only took 1. when eilene take the pic for me then i shall upload again. we went for some seafood and went andrew house before we come back to sin.

pictur:
(at andrew house)

dont know what wrong with this com will upload more pic again....
tomorrow first day of sch got to go prepare and get into bed early.... good night

2008-06-18T00:02:00.003+08:00

DAMM IT! stupid tradeweb. searching for an hour still cant find the web.
thought bringing my file back can at least do the permit so i can clear my mail tml.
god! argh :S haiss.....

Hmmm Today was my orientation day. back to campus was kind of nervous. haa.
whole class only hmmm 6 ppl. can see that most of them were working adult.
around 25 to 29. so ya i am the youngest haha. X) but we were inform that there will be more coming in each semaster. haha. hope it would be fun.

It was just some briefing about course, attendent, examation, presentation and more but what that is so chem was he mention about REFERENCING. Referencing is acknowelading source of information and ideas to avoid Plagiarism. Word seem to be so easy but when you go into it was shit! so much to note. Learning new thing i am gald about it. What make me worry was my english as i am really bad on it make me dont dare to think more. *jia yu orhx*

haiss... got to go slp ya... tomorrow shall be a BETTER day (: night night

2008-06-01T11:51:00.006+08:00

went malaysia with mummy, di wei, wei qiang and mum friend on the 25.05.2008
was i fun tirp ya though have to wake up at 5am when i only slept at 2am watching show.
went to lot of place to eat and shop.
one of the place which let me felt unforgettable was the temple just infornt of the sea.
it was such a small road for our big bus to go in. when we alight at the place were ppl living all around and few step out there will be the big sea.
small children bear footed ranning around and cycling metal bicycle. which you wont get to see singapore small kide doing or using. (:
further we walk in was the temple we wanted to go.
on our walk to the temple there was this family which they have monkey as a pet, they tie a chain at the monkey neck and let it stay outside of the house.

below are the pic,of the small monkey, uncle pao guan still get small banana for it.

reach the temple was full of ppl. after parying me, di wei, wei qiang and mum side down and relax....

i have never thought that the above house have really been exites till now.
the whole place make me feel so relax.... beautiful.... X)

2008-05-19T11:35:00.003+08:00

yesterday when east coast with Jiny and Agnes.
3 greedy pig when oldtown for some coffee and food.
actual wanted to go for some cycle instead of running.
but after our foods and drink. back to bicycle store no more bic for us.
haa. so we went scrolling.
there is so much change there. lot of yammi food. hehez...
saw lot of ppl blating..
the next trip there i wan to learn roll blate. X)
actually scrolling there with the wind blow and cool air there
let me think of the past which me and my gang of friend have.
the time where we drink and talk out heart out.
eat and play there. with the wind and air.
i hope i could have make my birthday celebration there.
to bring all of them together again.
enjoy the night together again...
I MISS THE DAY! FRIEND! I REALLY DO! THE TIME WE SHARE! :( so sad....
(in the sea, the morning sun rise, cycling and ......)

i sure i will do it.
but dont know if the kind of feeling will be the same..

2008-05-12T20:50:00.003+08:00

felt so tired. whole day of work mayb or because auntie visit.
babii left me a testi last night naught him hahahaz wrote something cute.
cant stand him. life were so simple for me this few day.!
so bore its driving me crazy. X)

2008-05-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

had been so busy last week on baby birthday. was a fun one will be uploading the pic very soon.
come back home on friday till today had been stay indoor with tv and com.
miss baby so much though is just 2 day. haa.
just read through someone blog. how to say m abit of angry.
mayb this is love ya. diff relationship and diff problem.
but this fren of my....... haiz.... dont know what to say i know i cant help much too.
hope she have a smooth relationship.
after rainny day there will alway be rainbow. (: cheer~ smile!

2008-04-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

after Jiny and Agnes advise i m going back to study!
ya study! hahaz
so scare. this time got to be more indenpendent.
no friend, no more copy from friend, no one there to study with me.
have to note all the important thing myself, self study all by myself. ):
i do not know if i can make it or not.
but but but. i will give my very best.
hopefully wont make them upset.
all the payment will be pay by company.
so i must even study more hard.
"Diploma in business management"
worry cos its part time after work still have to rush over.
really worry if i cant make it.
** jia yu orh! **
:) all the best to me! lalalalala. *hope this is not just a rush ya. X)

2008-04-06T16:58:00.011+08:00

its being sometime since blog. life currently was sweet, happy, fun.

didnt mean b so frequen like we use to do. hmmm 1 time per week.

that much better as we got chance to miss each other haa.

work were like kind of busy. reach office at 6.30am! but

work till very late. lot of doc to key and lot of mail to reply. time

seem to be flying in the day time.

as "b" birthday coming. ani was also coming then my day coming up very soon. got to save lot of money.

To celebrate my 21st birthday. hope it will be a unforgettable one. :)

working part time on sat to earn little bit more.

hopefully it enough for what i had plan. money dont seem to be enough.

here come and there it go. maybe had overspend. so seem to a bit tough this month.

about how work and mood today.

NO! i was not good!

feel so furstated, moody.... !#%^*& mayb cos my it girl day!

below are pic B and be took on the way for our dinner at vivo. :D

i love this pic X) sweet!

the cutie us.! X)

among all e food this is roma & sweeties one

me took by baby.. that my baby! ta ci de baby!

we both love this pic the nerdii us.! hahaz took at fast east one of the shope glass

you promise to be by my side just so close.

day with you were great. MUCK! night~

2008-03-12T07:35:00.002+08:00

i dont know what i really want.
going back on my word.
holding on so tight.

tell me what you are thinking.
it alway me who is talking.
feeling so one sided.

*sob*

2008-03-09T21:34:00.002+08:00

i do hope i could be much stronger...
i could be much more independent....
i could lean to know that more true hurt more...
i could wake up so soon...
if i could............

2008-02-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

everyday top news! Edison scandal photo.

morning read the paper.
was about the star blogger.
telling everyone that she know Edison in Japan.
And Edison approach her for sex, lucky she didnt or she will
also be one of the victim balalala......

i dont understand why is it a need to tell everyone this?
to proof she pretty? to proof she wasnt .... or wanna to be famous
why still wanna make more and more news.
then when will this stop.

Poor edison. cant he have the sex life the way he want!?
he is human also he need sex too it just that the way he have is different from other.
Photo got scandal is already big blow for him. he do not want thing to happen this way.

Saw chinese new paper today his news were on top news again.
Hongkong police found more photo of him and other star lot and lot.
it almost few thousand more.
dont you feel that it stupid.
thought the hong kong police is trying to help him.
the purpose of them going to his house to search is to search if he did force star to do all this thing or did his give them durg.
and not to make more new by exposing to the media that they found more photos.
m it right?? this is not the way they are not protecting him. they are just like those scandal.!
it just that they didnt post the photo out. those police also see the pic they found. then?
what is this? stupid.

he may be wrong that he didnt keep the photo safe.
he apologize maybe ya to those star and family for not keeping it safe.
but why apologize to everyone.
what wrong? this is the sex life of his. different ppl had different kind of sex life they want.
why are ppl giving so bad comment making him and other female life so miserable.

poor cecilia and bobo.

Cecilia

went though so much with 霆峰 final marry with one baby boy.
happy family and now cos of this everything gonna change.
hope their love is strong enough.

Bobo.

Going marry with his rich bf.
Now pregnant 3 month.
cos of this thing also going to change.
poor girl ):

really hope they are strong enough to get over.
jia yu orhz. (:

2008-02-25T21:01:00.021+08:00

20.02.2008

went malaysia pai pai with daddy and mummy.
had a wonderful day. though the sun were dam hot and the jouny were so long! X)

were we had our lunch. this is cute saw that fat uncle. he the boss. he selling za cai fan.
but what cool is ppl just had to pay 4+ then they can get as much food they want. haha.

but we didnt eat that. we order the other store.

after lunch walking pass this store like the ba-sa-ma-lam in singapore.
see dad so hot walking fast fast to go si fu house.

the bear bear store. over there they sell lot of sofe toy. very cheap. see those colourful bag. hahaz. those are the tibit! yammy!

after all the long walk under the hot hot sun finally we reach si fu house. this are the xiao wu gui.
hahaz actual not xiao is BIG. since i was small they were there. the pond the live in. black black :S but they love it.

the small pot with lot of small fish. at si fu house there lot of god. below are one of it.

saw that small wu gui. very cute. so small it shell were all cover with seaweed. the white shuttle were took by me when we were on the way out to take bus.

finally back to town at johor. city plaze? forgot the name. the sweet shop. :) love~

mum dad and me have so much fun. :)

dad brought a gucci handphone puch.

o ya. something which i wanna share.

fei fei that hong star pass away on 19.02.2008

sad news.

when dad mum and i were in the car on the way to malaysia in sinagpore.

we were listening to 97.2fm. this is the one i wanna share.

they DJ play the interview which they did with fei fei when she were sick.

there was this part when the DJ ask about how she think about her life.

she say everything were going good and smooth for her since she were small.

One thing that dont were her love life. then she laugh.

then the DJ say before she pass away she did call zhen shao chew and ask him.

16 year they gone through did he ever love her before. his answer were yes.

then the DJ play 男人不该让女人流泪

i almost cry out. so sad.

that zhen shao chew so bad so bad!

when he want baby fei fei help him give birth then when she pregnant 7 month he

divorce with her. fei fei treat him so good everything he want she give. say change heart then change heart! what the fish right!

before she dead she still love him so much though what he had done.

boy are alway like that.

say change jui change.

they were never look back what the girl had once done for them. ):

2008-02-17T17:16:00.009+08:00

well back to update my blog. haa :)

13.02.2008

初七（人日）

chinese explaination its everyone birthday. (:

so i am one year bigger ya.

Our boss invisit chinese traditional lion dance to our office.

南仙 lion dance this was a cute one.

below are done by them

see the four number. we all brought the 4 number that day as it happen to be on the wed.
but this number didnt strick.

after work on the dot i went Paragon metro to brought Adidas watch for da. (tml valentine)
reach Paragon was already 7+ but they dont sell watch there.
so i got to rush down to woodland to get the watch.
rushing all the way down to woodland. was around going to eight.
lucky zhu toe were on the phone acc me. helping me to decided which is nice.

the watch i saw at the watch shop.

in the end i brought the black one. (:

it was around 8.30 when i left woodland to IMM.
reach IMM was 9.00.
rushing up and down (giant and daiso)
like mad to buy all the sushi ingredient and stuff.
carrying the rice and food were so heavy for me.
so take cab home.
reach home already 10+.
faster go shower and start doing my 爱心sushi. X)
preparing all the INGREDIENT before turn it into roll.

below are the rice and the ingredient

start rolling and making. my brother also come kpo and done some for his girl too.
haha. was fun. lucky there is still someone acc me.
clearning and packing. was already 1+am. so tired.

hope da know how much he mean to me. (:

14.02.2008

i was late for work very late.
was a bit upset that day.
cos dont know why mood swing in the evening when da told me that he went ah beng house.
was think why m i doing so much yet. he cant jus put in some afford to fetch me from work.
in the end da come and fetch me at 8+ at office.
naughty me took the A4 size box and our nn copy paper box with some newpaper.
i took one of thee nn copy box put the watch and crush lot of new paper in it.
the put in the nn box in the A4 box too i put lot of new paper. (:
the wrap the A4 box with lot of new paper too. lols.

humpt! who tell him make me angry let me wait so long too.

da reach we went and took bus to eilene house play majong.
in the bus he was taring the new paper. haha ppl were looking at us.
he say i know your house alot of new paper also dun need to waste ma.
hahahz. that DA PEN ZHU!!!!!!

hope he like it.

then reach eilene house then he ate the sushi i make.

da brought me bear bear and chocolate. i like it alot. cute~ bear bear.
ai ni orh~~~~

2008-02-14T01:40:00.007+08:00

just done with the sushi ok ok.

let moi update my bolg.

09.02.2008 初三

actually going boss house in the afternoon.

bt acc mummy and daddy at maket so cancel with carrisa.

she went there herself sorry dear. hehez. put airplane again.

acc mummy, daddy, all my uncle at maket take rubbish.

i brought fav yam yam.

dun see this min size orange he brought my 1st uncle.

dun see this orange small small it sweeter then the normal one. cute ya (:

leaving the market around in the evening meet min, geok luan, zhu toe for movie around 9 at west mall. watch "gong fu dunk" nice show ya. super super funny. **** 4 star.

after all the laughing we went min house play majong.

thought it would be a very boring and tired night cos wake up very early in the morning and still had to play majong throught the night. but to my suprise no. cos geok luan keep making funny mistake make all 3 of us laugh. actually i won had i treat them Mac but come to the end. zhu toe won all. so he give me the money i lost take it as he treat us mac for supper. X)

around 5 we ended our majong. me send zhu toe, geok luan back home i went down to hougang to gambler again. reach there guess wad cab fare is 35+ shit thought go up can win come to cover but ended up lost all my money. so guai guai go slp. haha.

10.02.2008 初四

ended up whole day slp cos on the 09.02.2008 didnt slp only till morning. slp till night.

11.02.2008初五

back to work

didnt want to but. (:

went back get lot of hong bao orh.

-amy boss

-ken boss

-jiny

-suz. hehez. X)

work in the morning when went back office at 2pm boss say we can stop working and gambler. ya me heard gambler were so awake. lols

so from 3 we start playing card till 6.15 .

lost too. that cow *kennth* is too lucky

see that him. lols. some of my work mate. ^^ more but didnt take photo. busy gambler! lols

that me and valen. fash light to strong. eye small small.

ok well i can say it just not my day. i lost around 60.

around 7 everyone is packing our bag and ready our stomach for the dinner.

wsa, miracle, award, fol and china sea.

we having our dinner together.

happy. COS EAT! lols

we at the main door.

we talk and laugh like what we alway do when we having dinner together.

(i mean miracle only la)

then not long we stat lao he.

we shout good word and throw the food high high. lols
haha.

before and after

the whole table were all the food.

the waitess there told us that we were the 1st that is so messy.

hahaha. pro ya.

when food is on the way. photo photo again~

12.02.2008 初六

work till 6.15 sharp.

all chong in to the conference room.

black jack again. haha. but didnt lost didnt win too.

got to stop here too late le and too tired. tml then continue ba. night.

2008-02-09T00:41:00.001+08:00

07.02.2008
chinese 1st day. 初一
was a tired day for me as i slpt at 5+ going 6 and wake up at 8+
as whole family had to go 湃湃 my both grand father. one at lim chio kang and one at kong min han. slpt at daddy call while on the way there after all the 湃湃 was around 1 in the afternoon.
went home to have a bath and went ah ma house chinese new year.
usally we will alway be the first but not this year.
when we reach there house were full of ppl.
talk and gamble as usally. chinese new year is boring. :) agree?
but ah ma is much more engerit then last saw her.
took pic too....

all boy ya.. cos jing yi haven come yet. ): seriously i dun like this pic>> cos i dont look nice! lolz

not long 4+ we left to next grandma house. my mummi mummi house.
play card. eat and tok rubbish with all my auntie *i ate alot. omg! really lot!(:
my 3rd auntie know how to see 命.
this year is first time she walk over and hold my hand and say she like my hand.
hehe. happy cos she say my hand nice when i grow up will be good. chinese say 好命
though i dun know if is realli or not but i m happy to heard that.
cos new year new start. smile~

3rd auntie teach us yoga too. siao siao she know yoga k.
very clever too. i ask mummi to learn and do it at home. cos she wanna slim down

see mu mummi learn hard ya. haa. X) jia yu mummi.!

did gamblem luck were like so so only.
2 brother play card lost alot.
but in the end still no lose no win lor.
around 6+ in the evening went back home too tired le. didnt slpt well last night.
he come and look for me too.
everything were like normal le.

today 初二
slpt till afternoon then wake up.
watch tv and eat again. *very scary keep eating*
till baby wake up. cook for him to eat.
then slack till 5. rong, da and me went his ah ma house for visit.
got red package again. haha.
gamblem too.
da daddy is so funny so is da. we play like no boby.
shout and laugh.
da ah ma and ah gong really old old le.
dont know why see grandparent old old do housework i heart pain pain.
after that went back hougang cos da wanna meet his fren again wait wait wait.
di decied to go home no choice got to acc him home though i dont really wanna go home.
but no choice. da dun wan me to go too. but cant let di go home himself. so had to throw da alone.
he wso not understand!argh dun say le.
went csc just now. hehe. drink. X)
take red pack too. wee woo wee.
lot lot of hong bao orh.
till now then reach home.
going boss house tml~ night

2008-02-07T03:41:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year!!!!! lalalalala *来来来我们过新~

it had been some time i last blog ya.

alright what should i start.

ok 1st about him and me.

no more le..... he is really a fucker! lier! jerk! irriateing to the max.

STOP CALLING OR SMS ME!!!!

get the fuck out of my life.!

o ya. i bought new phone 6500. X) i love my phone. black. nice. cool.

next..

DINNER WITH FRIEND BEFORE NEW YEAR.

meet min, eilene, her hubby, geok luan, my 2 brother.

went bugis sakae sushi to have our dinner.

see >>> he try to act cute.

geok luan and me >>> that dirty one (:

nice smile ya. >>>> hehez. bad shot.

well after the dinner. we rush to tiong bahur to catch movie (the house)

hmm this show is dam scary. hee. really! me and geok luan hug together and shout.

lols. haha. i had a wonderful night with them.

on 05.02.2008

when home early to have renuin dinner cos david got to book in on 06.02.2008 no choice

we had to had the dinner on 05.02.2008.

food mummi prepare was nice yammi.

fish, prawn, pork, veg, fish cake, seafood togu etc...

really nice ya.

after dinner whole family rush to queenway to have our last min shop.

reach home mummi put the red pack on the tree below for us to chose one of it got $20 more.

mummi asking di not to gan chong

but i didnt get the more one. david got it.

we also take our family photo.

today.

come back home about evening time.

start drawing my own shoes.

see. it took me 4 hr to do everything. nice?

one and only~

>>>>>side view<<<<<<

around 9+ we went sembawang god of wealth temple.

after the pary and walk in the temple

>>>>>>> that di take action cute again ^^ he and mummi

on our walk to the car. me holding on to the lucky windmail?

after the pray at sembawang back home.

me, di, bi qing when to the temple which we will alway go during new year time.

we pray till 3+.

we shou ye till now. wanna go slp le cos later still got to wake up early.

night night and happy chinese new year.

2008-01-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

lie and lie.
sorry after sorry.
i keep silent does mean i not sad.
i keep silent does mean i dont care.
i keep silent does mean i m ok.
you dont seem to care...

i call show that i m disturbing eu .
i call show i want quarrel.
i call show i am giving pattern.
this is what i am to you.

seaiously.
I TEAR thought i told myself not to.
I HEART BROKEN though i told myself you dont mean to hack care.
I M SAD though i told myself i am still part of ur life.
I M DISAPPOITED though i told myself you are just too tired to meet me.

this is what our love mean to you..
the lie that i had been lie to myself.
the promise that had been broken time after time.
m giving up on you and this 4 year of relationship.
one hand dont clap.
one side wont have the end.
we are just waiting for one to say break.
You dont know how to cherish me.
chance and chance. lie and lie.
you broke my heart again.
you didnt say any thing..... slient...... *cry*

dont want any more sorry....
to you m meant to be broken & sorry meant nothing to you.
m just a doll to you.

2008-01-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

it been sometime since last blog le. today after work
went dinner with Jiny (silly girl) Agnes xiao mei nu, me (da mei nu) haha. (:

the 3 greedy piggy X)

yammy~ food! our love...... at IMM. 3rd floor 香港茶 restaurant. really yammii.

we chat and talk rubbish. like we use to do. enjoying our dinner to the max. after whole day tired of work. this is the most relaxing thing we love to do. laugh and eat. X)

hope to go for dinner again soon.

on 18.01.2008 went yuan sheng birthday party. he didnt change alot still so skinny.

eat more can. like ti ko. ya same as last time rubbish alot too. hahaha

love the way he talk. he funny.

meet ting too. she becoming more and more cool ya.

as cute and caring as the one i use to know.

yuan shen happy birthday... ting ting 爱心chicken wing for me. nice ya. no lie. serious. :P

we play card there till 2+ then go home de. so tired cos next day still got to work.

on Saturday after work went home and pack my room. throw 2 big black plastic bag of thing.

happen to saw a draw book of mine.

saw this pic below. it drawn but my baby! X) haha that me.

he trying to be cute ya. hahaha.

but pass 2 day we had been quarrel. cos of some lie.

in a relationship trust is important.

dont break the trust which one give. so be truthfully. :(

baby. i still trust you X)

2008-01-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday after work on my way to vivo to meet baby at vivo for dinner.
at outram park MRt station waiting for train to habour front.
train toward puggol arrival as usually ppl were all rush and
running to the train before the door close.
There was this 60+ year old man rushing into the MRt door when th door is already 1/2 close. he force open the first door (for underground MRt usually there is 2 door the outer one and the actual MRt door.) but didnt manage to force open the 2nd one he is trap between the door ppl in the train were all helping him to force open the door to let him squeeze in.
Cos for the North south line there is no driver it all control by the computer. Lucky he is able to squeeze out the door.
prew~! saw him patting he chest lols. he must be saying heng ah. haha.
dont understand why cant just wait for 3 or 4 min for the other train ya.

Oh ya back to meet baby actually meeting at vivo reason is to help feng rong to get his lost sim card back. walk out of the MRT the first shop i saw was the CANDY SHOP! haha
candy candy! yeipp~

hello kitty candy! ($3) ....... basket full of sweet.

after enjoy all the candy on the shop, i went to clear all my bill and get the sim card then we walk round and round to find FOOD!
finally we decided on sushi tei~ baby & i both love Japanese food!

this is the first time me and baby went such place to eat together.
baby and i chatted and enjoy the dinner that night.

baby!

our food!!!

finish nice nice Japan food. We went for show. "BOOGEYMAN 2" omg! this show is dam dam scary and part of the show were gross.! me and baby keep closing our eye. lot of part got shock and i shouted *once. baby got shocked by me too! hahaha
human boby cut into half and heart got force out lots.....

watch if you DARE! hahaha...

When show end it was 11+ lucky there still bus. reach home boom! lie on the bed. so tired.
baby acc me till i slp the he start his Dota again! humpt!

tired him (asked him to post! ended up like that too tired for any more patter) hahaha.

.+~*baby ii had a sweet sweet night...... i love you~ muack!

2008-01-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Evening went Jurong to meet mummy to get back Fr phone.
then happen to pass by the cake shop saw one of the bread they displace....

the tortoise bread. cute ya. X)

went CSC after that. mummy were busy drinking.
me, dar and di wei. busy play in the game room.
see that minnie mouse in the middle. di di actual got it
when the machine pull the bear up it drop.
2 x like that. waste $5 but didnt manage to get it. so sad.

i want minnie mouse!!! ):

but still happy cos babay brought me 5 lollipop today.
with different pattern orhz.
doremon, star star, watermelon, original, dolphin. nice? hee :)

didnt drink alot today just want to pei mummy.
me and baby... mummy and mei mei auntie. (mei nu~) lalalala

2008-01-12T20:10:00.001+08:00

was on duty today argh!

reach early but had to wait outside till almost 9 cos no key

boring outside the ofc.

yesterday sui till morning still not fade yet.
busy till afternoon then manage to do my own doc.
suz and joanne come back to work in the afternoon too.
hee got ppl acc talk rubbish wont feel so lonely.
after work were about 5+ lo.
ya it almost whole day work though it half day work today.
on the walk home in the mrt reading the news paper one of the new make me feel so sad.

it was about a little 7 year old girl name ashly.
who got tumour in her brain after all the radiotherapy and chemotherapy.
about 1 year later serveral tumour where found at her spinal cord and took her life.
her mum told the new paper that she alway so happy.
when her mum were packing her clothes she wanted them to donate them to the poor.
she told her mum "when i go to heaven, i need only one set of clothes"

sad. :( she is so small so kind. pass away at seven.
reading this news heart so pain. o ya her mum wrote a book about her.
"ASHLEY THE LITTLE GIRL WHO LOVED"
she sell the book at bookashley@gmail.com ($25 each)

today in the office sofia bring her baby boy (3 year old) to work.
so cute he play quitly beside her work desk.
singing the alvin and the chipmunks song haha. like girl girl like that so ko ai.
then sofia bring him to the toilet then he ran back to office didnt notice the glass door
"bank!" so loud then silent for 2 sec. we were all asking who is it. then he cry out loud.
so poor thing. his head turn red red. sofia heart must be super pain. after awhile he is back to normal. laugh and play again.

kid are so pure. so 纯真. (angle) X) though they might be little devil some time. hee

2008-01-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

omg! whole day so sui! is sui till the max.

since morning till after work.

my consol box wasnt full and my bangkok consol unable to form

shipper keep call and cancel my goods or roll to the next shpt.

but end of the day "ting ting" got release. heez. yeppii!

i waited for so long finally ya.

had decided how to do with it.

after work meet da and di di for dinner at JE.

eat japan food yammy yammy!

then went arcade play daytona that gong gong da da play the car game so cute

one chubby boy standing behide him keep laughing him. lols

still got one guy wear whole black like death note monster like that

dance pa la pa la... lols the way he dance da say like play bowling. hahahaha

so bad hor!

di di give me $1 and force da give me $1 i went to my fav machine to try my luck.

and i got the baby stich. actual wanna to get my fav mickey and minnie but. so sad.

the STICH~ *love*

me da baby STICH!

hahaha he try to show me my pant pattern!

over all i had a wonderful day. X)

o ya i recieve one more lollipop from my dearest suz mummi *3 lollipop (da + 2 suz)

I LOVE LOLLIPOP X)

2008-01-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

on the dot home! come back still need to shou qi!

bought myself new nail polish so nice

was think to straighten my hair dont know nice or not see

below are da xiao gu help me do de.

mei mei not?

girl girl ya hahaz. X)

that day i read a chinese email which meriol send it to me.

very touching de. tml i go back office then post here.

i did let da read too he read le also feel very touch by the email.

so must post!

2008-01-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

what a day.

busy whole day yet work load dont seem to become less.

pimples popping out. hurr hurr

thought yesterday do facial also cant help.

sob sob.

me doing my facial. X)

dar also wan facial!!!! haha look like ghost ya. lols

i want a break and i want holiday!! holiday holiday! X)

2008-01-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

just back from JE. after movie "alien vs predator" with da.
the alien so cool and lot of bloody sceen. nice show. must watch.

at the bus.

da got force by me again today to fetch me from work.. humpt! cos he go drink and got himself drank yesterday cos of bao bao he so sad. *i m jealous serious. haa. ^^
fetching me up from work and we went BK for lunch orhz.
yammy! as usual food yeppi! yammi! lalalala.
he hand over me the GUESS bag which he brought for me. my first branded bag. X)
muack~ baby thank you!

2008-01-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

know what i actually plan to end me da 4 year relationship on 31.12.2008. ):

though hurt but... (all da fault)
dont wanna waste our time with relation that quarrel almost everyday
partly was also tired of his attitude toward me.

after my half day of work on monday. think for hour i decided to go down
to return him his money and take all my thing back.
he give in to me that he will pay my cab fare back home and will bring my thing down
so i went over.
reach his home downstair. saw his hand with nothing.
then he say that he is sad that he fren lie to him.

then we sit down on the stone chair and chat.
give him my listen ear.
didnt know that year of fren lie to him.
though he didnt cry like we girl do.
through his eye. i feel his sadness.

was like wanna tell him the feeling he had now when
his fren lie to him and insisting that the he didnt tell lie to him.
was the feeling i felt when he tell lie and insisting that he didnt. it was pain.!

but i didnt tell him cos i know he was really no good for all my nonsense.
ask him to question his fren he told me what the point.
he told me alot that make me think my boy had grow up.
saw him so sad make me wanna hug hug him. but i didnt.
was wanna let him know my insist of breaking up.

i brought cake then he ask me what is it for i say it for celebrating break up.
haa. naught him wanna pull the cake away fm him.
in the end he drag me in to the lift back to his house.

today baby wake up early cos of me.
he went to xiao gu house wait for xiao gu to bring him to orchard to buy me
something. first time baby is so serious of something cos of me.
felt so sweet.

baby i really wish this sweet can last long.

i love you da

2008-01-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

goodbye 2007~ HAPPY 2008!!
May 2008 be a better start for me.

*luck star and happy be with me and ppl around me~ cheer X) (love life better for me ya haha)*
wanna wish my fren all a happy new year. cos handphone low batter unable to send sms to them from yesterday till now.

yesterday late night meet da & fren at KSP celebrating the new year.
had so much fun keep taking photo.(to be upload once when i reach home)
Its my first time sing there, with ah hao gf. (:
know new fren, the dancer at the pub.
she is cute and friendly orhz. with the hat on her and light stick all around her body.
same that desmond. nothing good come from his mouth.
like the same as last time we duo sui again. haha

i too took 2 gold hat one for me and one for barry.

me and barry (xiao bei hu and da bai hu)

me, samantha, barry

isnt we cute. we both wear the hat out the pub to clerk key after KSP close at 2+.
when we reach clerk key. the night were still very young. still alot of ppl there.
but some were drank. sitting around the road side, some under the tree. hahaz.
walking around find new pub to go but none of it they wan to go.

so ended up walking to center point (NA NA)last time use to call plush.
thought it would be new but went in its life thai band.
dot! dot! dot! it wasnt that fun as i thought. dun know wad they sing.
but no choice still got to stay there to wait for desmond and fren to walk over from clerk key.

they reach not long *na na* is going to close as it was already 5+ to 6 in the morning!
seat outside the pub. they talk and start taking photot again le.

so da acc me sit at the side of the carpark.
then 3 girl walk pass us. 1 for the girl pointed her finger on me the say
"a see so cute that girl" then say start waving her hand to me and say bye bye~
hahaz. i was so shock so is da. so i smile and wave goodbye to her too. ('',) hee
i didnt wear nice nice too that day. hahaz.. CUTE nehh! X)

Again desmond the commander and director of the night start he talk again. lols.
After all the voting decided to go for breakfast before go home. so we had our dinner at china town coffee shop till 7+ then go home.

i had a fun and pamper night. (: thank da.
(baby dont be sad about afternoon matter eu still had me.)

my hand/ cas, des & me (he though he look like hongster but no lor! X) hahaha)

lols the girls n des./ girls and barry!

today sleep till 4+ in the afternoon then wake up.
then went changi to had our dinner.
the famous nasi loma. yammii so nice. but the journey there was super long.
after the dinner we went loryng da pe kong pai pai.
then now then reach da home.
actually wanna go home. but da ask me to stay.
mummi going to be angry again.zZ
so tired. going to go bed soon.
yawn night night~

2007-12-31T01:35:00.000+08:00

reach home loOo. oh home sweet home. (:
eye half close, so tired but i had a wonderful nice.
the dark dark sky were fill with star. so beautiful.
with mummi food make the night so perfect.
it had been sometime since last went see star star.
use to go with dar to see star star.
today wind quite big. so air is cool, so nice.
babii, i miss you load.

2007-12-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

3rd day.without him.
at home with daddy, mummi, brother.
singing ktv and play card. X)
waiting for the rain to stop.
Everyone is packing our barang barang now.
we are going bbq & fishing!
heez fishy here we come.

2007-12-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

just reach home.
yawn... oOoooo~
just now joe help me 看命.
love life for me is hard.
is alway me the one that putting in more.
nothing come back good.
ii will only get marry after 25.
will end up marry with someone who love me more than i love him.
she say ah da & my relationship wont last long cos hai mei kai hua.
she tell me if he is my after year he will still be my.
who know in the end he will be my Mr.right.
after hearing. seriouly i dont feel good ya.
haa... why m i try so hard yet nothing come back good argh! sad ya*

girl dont think so much let fate decided ba X)

later in the night going bbq orhz.
got to go shower & charge myself to full battery for the night.

2007-12-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

people use to say promises are meant to be broken.
ya i agree.
time and time of broken promises make me feel wordless.
there is nothing i can do.
cant say any thing. dont wish to force you.
so just give in to eu & does it mean that all the give in had shown eu that
promises that eu made are not longer important.
every little promise eu make i do hope it come true, boy i really do but...
you telling me i m alway tired but had eu ever think. why m i alwae saying so.
i doubt you would be bother to think abt it.
cos of you get lot of (-) word from family.
i really hope eu can proof them wrong but to you it seem like it not important. ):

action you done make me feel = insecure
word you say make me feel = m no longer important
Hope that my acc make you feel happy. but my appear seem to extra.

You may think that m thinking to much.
All eu had done make me feel this way
we are so near yet so far.....

baby you had let go my hand in dark & eu dont even knew it........

2007-12-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

HO HO HO~ MERRY X'MAS. (:

it wasnt a happy xmas eve for me.
though there would be suprise awaiting for me.
but it end up the same way. it disappoint me.
but i m glad that you are here beside me. *smile*

xmas eve in the office.
nice food for our lunch.
then xchange our gift.
person who chossen me is karen. she brought me a heart shape neckless.
after xchange of gift. Amy let us lucky draw. i got a watch.
cos no money didnt brought any present for money decided to give it to mummi :)
Agnes brought me a mouse rest for me. so cute. it a doggie. really like it alot.

It was a half day for the whole office cos i am having my leave on 26/12, 27/12
got to complete all my doc so joanne wont be like too busy cos of my work.
i work till 8+. that silly joanne also acc me too. hahaz.

About her thing hope she can soon overcome.
Go with your heart. dont regret ya.

-Pass few day alot of thing i done wanted to share but cant use com-

saturday was 汤圆 day - it mean last day of 冬天 mean 春天 is coming. one year older.

those are the 汤圆which me and mummi made. X)
mummi girl of her acc her early morning to buy ingredient.
i do the pink and she do the white one.
while doing all the round ball mummi tell me her story when she was small.
everytime when big day like this whole family *big uncle and auntie*
will wake up early in the morning to use pure bean make it to flour
and do all the cute roll ball. when the 汤圆they still had to use basket to carry
all the barang barang to temper to pray. everyone will be very busy.
very happy cos that day mum say there be lot of thing to eat.
though there isnt alot feel like last time. but still feel the same warm.

how to make 汤圆~

-after rolling all the flour in to small round ball.
-boil one big pot of sweet sweet soup throw our cute round ball down.
-after 8 min it will be ready to eat.*
easy right! haha

yammi though it hot. but NICE!

on thursday, hoilday daddy and mummi all prepare curry and mee actual meet my uncle
to go fishing but. it rain since early morning.
ended up one ah boy, his gf, dad & di di go only.
only at late afternoon me and da da bring all the food down for them to eat.

on the way in. dar carrying all the food asked him to do his funny face. LOLS. shhhh
*he didnt know i post this pic here* hee X) one more funny de cannot put*

so cute of him so heavy still can do this kind of face.

1.2.3.~

when the night fall..... start to get boring, dont want to left without them so wait for them.

me & dar start our photo taking!

under the only light there..... /2 rabbit oOoommmm /see that 花吃! haa

our love love... / mauckZ... / together side up side

though it bore but m having so much fun talking with dad. i love eu daddy!

on sunday when meet dar dar. come and fetch me from tampines MRT.

naught us start taking photo again.

to his auntie house/ under the void deck/ opps! my tongue! hahaha.

reach there saw xuan xuan she is so cute. wake up early in the morning after breakfast.

in the room playing pillow war.!

with the yellow monster. hahahaz.

the yellow monster lols / xuan xuan on her yao yao / xuan pinching dar mouth

me xuan xuan dar/ ti koU sian xiao mei mei/ our cute shoot! *angry*!

1.2.3~

me../ me & xuan/ ahhh~ Ooooo/ :X

:P bleahz/ in the train home....

haha xuan xuan hen cute ya. she love take photo just like me. all the funny post i teach her so cute. she brighten my days.

when m slping she will use her pillow to shake my hand.

when m watching show she will pull my hand to acc her play hid and seek.

when m sitting down she will put her hand infornt of me asking me to hug her.

kide are simply so pure.

no evil throught.

no fake smile.
Everything from them are so ture.

angry they will shout their lung out

sad they will just cry to the hardest they can

happy they will laugh to the max they can X)

miss her ya.

2007-12-22T06:14:00.000+08:00

it was a dam busy day. from morning till 6pm.
i had been rushing and rushing seem like thing are coming and coming fm no where!
i didnt even had my lunch.
after work open my drawer.. i saw call and call my miss call. *I am sorry didnt know eu all call*
didnt manage to fininsh my work but still hee... i went back home.
realli miss mummi food. actual meeting da at tampernis also didnt go.

after dinner i am so late to do any thing lay on the bed.
hugging my big phone bao bao & ZzzZz. there go to my dreamland...........

hahaha X)

2007-12-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

Was on the phone zhu toe now.
hee he show me one of his blog which he say 99 sorry to his hunny(last year)! so touch.

below are some that really touch.

-Sorry for making you do things which benifitted me more most of the time.
-Sorry for making that beautiful smile fade from from your lovely face.
-Sorry for ever doubting your never-waning love for me.
-Sorry for only looking at the results rather than the process of everything you have done for me.
-Sorry i made you lose your confidence.
-Sorry for failing to be attentive to your needs.
-Sorry i said i love you when i didn't even knew what it really meant.
-Sorry i failed to hold you hand tight all the way.
-Sorry i failed to stop breaking your heart time and time again.
-Sorry i failed to keep my promise to spend the rest of my lifetime with you.
-Sorry i failed to understand what love is all about.
-I'm sorry i failed to cherish you.

~The above make me feel so sad. cos some of it, my boii did it tO me tOo.
Cant understand what boi mind are thinking ya.

Got to stop here. get myself doll up and go out.

ZHU TOE: Dont think so much k! Everything gonna be good for you X) nananana~

2007-12-16T16:37:00.000+08:00

its sunday sunday. got to go back work tomorrow. sian!
boring boring boring cant even go out.
present haven do yet. dont seem to had mood.
got to force myself to do later on ;)

im mummy good girl today help her do housework &
wake up in the morning to acc go eat breakfast at west coast ya.

she brought me pink nail polish. hee. i LOVE pink!
mummi brought alot of shampoo and detergent. so heavry.
all i take cause her hand pain. that stupid david! ask him wake up dont want.
eat so strong slp slp slp!

-slp too much wont be better but worst.! it true orhz. X)

2007-12-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

word she say keep flashing through my mind since yesterday. mm
upset? disappointed? angry?
lot of why why why...

Do friend calculative? or it depend on what kind of friend?

ya mayb i m right it depend on what kind. mayb i not that kind of friend ya.

actual this is not the first time having this kind of feeling. *sad
after heard min word feel much better.

at first was like thinking mayb it was me who make thing this way so was even feeling more sad.
she change till so selfish, wont spare thought for other le.

i really believe time can change lot of thing nothing is forever. wasnt the one i know i want. ;(

-Time really can fade love, friend shpt, pain.

2007-12-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

yawn~ so tired. yesterday slp whole still cant get back the energy that lost on friday night. friday night was xiao pang birthday.

after work i went csc to acc mum. ah boy was working there also. acc her till 9+ then went down tanjong pajar to meet dar and fren.

went le bar to drink. to me i feel boring cos dont know leh. maybe not good fren ba. so only there play i sit there. dar acc me the whole night didnt let me feel i was left out. Poor xiang pang drank go vomit after vomit continue. haha. so funny.

What bring laugher of the night is AH BENG. haha. dun know how to describe him. he want to drink with xiao pang but everyone seem wan to see him drank. he kept saying is xiao pang birthday why wan him to drink. Kept saying he is not drank when he himself cant even stand straight. LOLS playing hand game is the max. haa. he dont even know what he is doing. then they try to disturb him put a beer with chili let him drink. so bad. haiz. Poor thing lor. drank till like that still want to act strong.

After le bar they still wan to continue so went to access at BK. ii was so tried cos not to spoil he mood. play till morning 6+ reach home 8 then slp. bingo one 24 hr didnt slp ya. ZzzZZz...

but i had fun that day with dar acc. X)

now trying to load my pic. argh!!!
dun know what happen to barry card reader this com cant read.
outside access

i like this pinking monster. X)) can i hab one toOo.

2007-12-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

yuppii~~ it thrusday... tml will be dar last day in camp. ORD days. finally 2 year. done.

Hope its a better start yup. miss eu lots. lalalalalala XP

2007-12-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

omg all i wrote gone gone gone. argh!!!

its raining the whole day, sky were so dark in the afternoon.

know what Yizhen view my profile today. mmm so coincidence, she flash throught my mind this morning when i was on the way to the MRT. dont know why just suddenly think of her. reach office log in my frenster i saw her view me. When i saw i feel..... dont know how to describe the feeling. it wasnt good. Was like hmmm lot of unknow answer between her and da. to her i dont know should i hate her or what. got a sudden feeling make me wanna be her fren but why why must i. thought it not her fault is da who bad and brought her into this. dun know. just hate it. she lie to me that night. thought da tell me nothing between him and her but i just cant believe. i know i m bad hee. dont believe him but.. haiz.

hee i got the idea of the (cannot say) ('',) ... haa. so happy. hope 1st pair can be done soon. everything must be done b4 25/12 ho ho ho~ X) shhhhhhh..... sercret orh... bleahz.

i miss grandma so much yesterday when acc Joanne to the sewing shop at china town. last time when ah ma still ok she teach me how to sew lot of thing. i miss her so much. so today thought the big rain i still went over and see her. call her at office. when i hear her sound. make me feel so pain. her sound so soft. when saw her make me feel heart pain. she was so thin so thin. :( poor ah ma. uncle told me she eat alot so that the reason why. so i told ah ma to promise the next time i see her she must be fatter than now. she smile. :) her hand cant open. keep feat her hand. she told me fall down. i help her massage. her leg and hand. heart pain pain see her like that. AH MA MUST GET WELL SOON. chun chun bring eu out. promise. X)

kkz got to stop lot of ting waiting for me to do. zzz

2007-12-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

wasnt really fine pass few day. since saturday. really didnt expected that he had treat me that way. our band were lost. the $50 & $10 which mean so much to me lost tOO.! cos he is drank! with all his fren drank till he didnt even know how the money lost. still putting all the blame on me. fren ya important. i am becoming more and more boring to you! m so upset to the max! he didnt even feel it. next day treat as nothing happen. hump!!! hur hur... dont feel like forgiving him no more. he will continue all his "good" pattern again and again. he wouldnt cherish only he lost it. it alway like that. change for few month back to his own self. say more becoming naggie.

it was a bad day. face look so bubble today. cos didnt slp well pass few day. hmm do my face really that bubble make me look ugly.? sometiime some comment make me feel so discourage. no confident.

still thinking of a design. shhhhh X) for someone special. hope it still not late yet.

2007-11-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

found out that xia were selling some clothing through blog. decided to get one for myself . hope it really will work. X) also can help xia to prompt her thing. jia yu orh.

MUST SUPPORT ME YA~

about my love life. it getting more & more hmmm. wordless. just hope he know what he is doing.

2007-11-27T16:14:00.001+08:00

it been sometime since last update the blog. cause internet got cut off. haiz. next week hopefully can get it connected back. working very hard now. lot of thing happen ya. on the 22/11 i got my pay increase. yuppi~ hehe. happy. i share with my mummy and family. he na no even happy for me he sound were so busy when i call him. On 25/11 whole family went sembawang orh haha had so much fun. he brought me one BIG lollipop. hehe. this few day we had been quarreling. he get more and more bad temper. no more care and pamper for me.. :( i taken 2 day leave. now here to acc him but he not at home now. pei his fren out le. dun know why i am more and more not important le.

2007-11-10T05:15:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad. he say he knew i will scold him. ii really wordless. really sad. sob! i m just angry that why didnt he tell wanted to tell me what happen. *cry cry* now he telling me i scolding ya. my sound mayb angry cos ii want to know what hapen and he didnt intented to tell me. not cos of that lor. my worry is just waste. he dun appreciate. my appear is just scolding and asking. i wont ask. i wont wan to care. i m sorry. for such un caring gf.i did ask him to come cos i wan to talk to him. i wont blame him too. cos uncle went all the way down i know he wont feel that i feel the same. he kept telling me he head pain cos me talking to him. sob. i will stop. didnt eat. didnt slp. now i got back is irritating.!

he giving no reason to be there. i had no reason to be there for eu. eu dun need me any more like eu do last time. take care *SOb sob*

2007-11-10T04:26:00.000+08:00

finally recieve da call. he got bill out by he dad. i thought his whole family when oversea but no. uncle say cos cant get ticket last min so didnt go. he tell me that he will bill rong out and ask me to remember to bring him back to report. da didnt talk much to me. is barry who call his brother and his brother call uncle de. i was like huh eu call barry to help and eu didnt giive me a call. i was waiting at there all alone. reach home still awaiiting. and eu didnt even call me. so what m i to eu. i didnt even dare to call any family member of his afriad that he dun wan them to know. now seem like i m doing nothing!!!!!! he is telling me sorry for bring all this to me. what is this. i didnt think is his fault no one is blaming him. everyone is so worry. yet he jumping all the conclusion himself. feeling so upset.!!!! he dun even know how i feel. now where come the anger to angry about him. i worry the whole night and it ended up this way!

2007-11-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

afternoon babii call. he went gambler wif rong fren. happy ask me to wait for him back. evening i recieve call from rong that. they are in cantoment. ask me to bring rong ic down. i didnt tell mum. no one. i took that ic down waited there for hour. i really dun know what to do. i m lost. babii what are eu doing down there. is everything going to be good. i cant slp. i dont know who to talk to. i called your phone but it off. are eu all right. sob. what should i do. i am so worry......... ii really regreat why didnt i quarrel with eu ask eu not to go. it all my fault if i let eu go yesterday thing wont happen. it all my fault. ):

2007-11-08T23:46:00.001+08:00

just reach home. with da, rong and mummy. went seven eleven to buy magemee. X) morning went fishing with dad, mum, wei & da. had so much fun. saw few bangala caught some 四脚蛇 so poor thing. they caught one crab too. was a big one. they give it to us. Saw some 15 to 16 year old kid there also they caught big fish weight 4 to 5 kg big. really big ya. sian tomorrow still got to work. leave not approve. sob. got to guai guai go work. ):

2007-11-04T12:29:00.001+08:00

just done with my frenster! hee. body so pain. slp too long le. yesterday pei da da go hospital (NUH). poor baby hand got injure by taxi door. cos of his fren quarrel with the uncle he trying to help. when he fren slam the door didnt notice abt his hand and "bang" there come the blood. whole hand blood. yet he still can gO MOS after his ORD dinner !!!!!! lols. didnt blame him also na. cos last night with his camp mate le. o ya hospital. we waited there for 2 hour da was call for the x-ray. 2 more hour for the doctor! 2 more hour for the dam pain killer!!!! i was kind of attitude while waiting for the medician. went to the nusre counter and shouted at them! the feeling were so fuck up! can you believe waited 6 hour to finish everything! wad make it blow up was WE ONLY GOT PAIN KILLER! still need me to tell the doctor do she need to help da to wash his poor hand. the fresh were coming out. the doctor there really attitude. ask her had she pass the machicen sheet out she say she is busy alot of paintent. please lor lot of paintent also dun have to let us wait so long ba.! dam her. from 1 we were there till 7+ in the night. angry angry angry!

we are so tired.... zZzz

poor da da..... ):

2007-11-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun today. after work whole export dept went orchard to had our dinner at sakura. yammii yammii. eat & eat & eat. that is what we love. joking around from sit to sit talking rubbish this is what i always do. Again me start taking photo and photo haha. this is our fav. far far away will heard our laugh. doing all cute cute post. all the table around were all looking at us. haha. we enjoy. didnt care what ppl think just relax and play the naught of us. i ate 5 blow of chawamoshi. but someone is more power orh. hahaz. that "A" haha scare i eat him us. wanted to take photo with him but he dun wan. wan also got force by me de. haha. ugly. i deleted. shall upload the photo on monday when wo de xiao mei nu *Agnes* uploaded. haha. we take photo from the start of dinner till we reach MRT. haha. at MRT also talk and laugh.

now i m so tired. waiting for baobei. he went to his ORD dinner today hmmm now should had reached "OO" dont want to disturb him so didnt call him too. hope he can enjoy himself to the fullness.

ii was actual a bit upset yesterday ya. called him he was wibb barry answer my phone he was like "HALOO! WHAT!" argh! so angry so i didnt talk. then that topid barry at the back !@#$%@ i know he is joking but dun know somehow feel very fuck up lor. Da also didnt said like stop him. then i hang up he also didnt call back argh! angry then i cry. ignore him.! he call and say sorry i know he will do that he also like that when it boil till 100 decree then he try to pour cold water on me. didnt forgive him talk awhile i hang up. till like 1+ he suddenly call me and ask me where m i. i was slping. lols so cute of him telling me he had bad dream. (: lols make me feel like laughing and angry also lor. argh that zhu. dun know if he is bluffing me. but i believe him. X) this was the first time he call me in the middle of his dreamm.. silly boy!

2007-10-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

work wasnt going good for me. seriously i dont know what should i do. make cold call? call coloader to get cargo? i also dun know where to get cargo? i m lost in the middle of no where? stress............. lost zone......

2007-10-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

i ammmmmm sooooo tired~~~~~~~~~

what a dayz. so much thing to do cant even breath. call and call. shu chun please shu chun please~~~ lols. more and more connection to do.. scary. night mare. back home me alone.... eat alone. watch tv alonE. I AM SO BORED!!!!!!

i miss you. yesterday wasnt a good day for me neither him too. money again. family again. hais if thing wont change, one day he will gonna left me again. with you boy? i know he care, he dont want me to get hurt. i too know he wanna help me. but how long can he do so.

will he willing to be my guardian angel to protect me from hurt and tear. Solve my problem. will i be his little sweet heart hugging me tight let me stay warm and safe. even when it gonna be the end of world. he will be there.? right there with me.? will you my boy?

O... it raining heavily outside. just hang up with da. we had a nice talk erm... a sweet one. haa. so much to say. haaa.. but he is too tired for long talk. poor boy marching whole day long in the sun. thank god. it raining big now. so he can rest well under his warm blanket ya. haa. hope the blanket able keep him warm. heard him say b4 that the blanket wasnt that thick. so baby remember to slp tight tight k dont get cold orh. baobei gonna miss you to night.zzzz

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* * muckZzzzzz~~~ gOodnight............... * *

2007-10-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

i am so sad today... sob sob. it alwae like that wanna meet up it alway ended up this way. quarrel again. i mayb so stubborn. but he will nv let me. asked me to meet him he go bath waited at office till 7. no call. ii know he forget all about me. so i go take mrt first cos dont wanna him to wait to long. reach the mrt finally he call. i wasnt angry at all. ii ask him why didnt he call me when he finish his bath so i can get ready to go. he kept telling he is in darren call unable to call. he dont wan like that to happen also it too sudden. he did even know what i was asking. making boil to the max... quarrel and hang up the phone. sad wanna go home really wann go. scare reach home miss him. so i take mrt over. he sms me ask me to go home. wanna break. but i still go.

reach yoi cho kang. call him handphone off. no battery le. waited again. finally he call asked him to come he tell me he is tired. AGAIN AGAIN TIRED! didnt i make the afford to come. cos wanna see him. thought he ask me to go i still come. cant he feel it. yet the reply was this.!!!! telling me i m alway like that wana zhe mo him. my heart was borken. he say this to me. telling me i making he life so difficult. ): ask me to go.

wad u wan me to say. wad you wan me to do.i did wad i need to do. i hang up telling him how i feel but noting go in. ii tell him i dun wan to talk to him any more. i walk alone from yck to amk. sit and smoke. he sms me tell me he not my prince. i will find someone better. haa.hais. tired i am tired of all this. he dont know wad i wan.

i call him i tell him. to pay cab fare i go over & still buy food for him. cos i know he is tired. mayb i stubborn cos all this i am sorry. but dont you think i had did so much. when i reach he is not downstair yet. wordless....... he is just an other ah wei. i am not important just someone who he use to live with.

confuse. tears like rain. be will nv know. how i feel i wann him to bring me cos i wan to know how much i m in his heart sleep or me. why m i alway doing all the move.

now i know i m nothing to him.!!!!!!!! i give up!!!!!! SLEEP more important.

not sorry can forgive de. not hug can cure my pain. no.

2007-10-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

didn't make any cold call today. hee. busy doing some change of doc.

remember yesterday about the punch card think. whole day saw amy didnt dare to see her. today is also her baby king boy birthday. was playing song for her baby. having so much fun that suz. LOLS. keep making me laugh. hmmm she asked me in to her office. so scare. she was nice. smile at me. once i seat on the chair. i smile to her told her sorry about that punch card matter. also know that we had make her in a difficult situation. apologise to her too.

she did ask me is it joe who ask me to do this. i just tell her i dont know tell her don't ask me. cos i don't want to got joe in trouble. dont know if i reply her this way will i get her in trouble? suz say i will.

i also did tell amy that if she will punish us so other will not say she side me. i tell punish 1 month. argh! i shouldnt had say that. she say yesh. lols. hopefully she wouldnt tell joe n suz that is i suggest. they will fuck me upside down. LOLS. in the talk she was nice. happy.

hope tomorrow will be a peaceful day.

ya one more thing joanne hubby that basted!!!!!! he sms my phone scold joanne ccb. nb. i scolded him back thatcb say my word make their family laugh. argh! how i wish i could give him a big slap and shut his big dam mouth up.!! that cb BASTED!!!

a hubby which dont help our in the family. a father who dont even give a dam on the childern. how putting all the blame on her. her 2 children hate her as she beat them as they dont do homework and steal thing now blame everything on her all she wan was to teach them good. hais what is this world LIKE ya. hate guy like him i really hate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad. dont say about him.spoil my mood.

2007-10-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

got caught red handed dun know which idiot!!!! idiot!! go complain about the punch card thing. Amy check the punch saw me j and s is all the same timing de. haiz. die le la. she must be beri angry de. dont know what to do. i think just amit ba when she ask. hee i went running today leh. haha. finally~

2007-10-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

*yawn yawn* yuppi!!!!!! finally i am done with this blog. work today were relax. but hmmm feeling telling me S dont look good. not like last time feeling that she is not gald about the work job that were given to me. i did feel the unfair tOo. hais. what i reallii want was the increasing of pay and learn more thing. felt uneasy. after work went hospital (NUH) to meet di wei. daddy come fetch me. haha daddy back i miss him so much. that dam doctor give di wei attitude didnt even ask him how is he feeling ask him go out take medician and get his MC. what doctor is this. mum when in and quarrel with him di wei went in with mum too. he tell was 2 different thing di wei scolded him lan jia. LOls guess wad the doctor went to get the police in. what a irresponable doctor is this. reach home we had our dinner together. eilene call today ish her birthday actual meet her for dinner but. nope cos she bring xuan xuan out. Bring ah xuan to my house. so cute i even feed her jelly. teach her how to throw her slippery. LOLS. got scolded by eilene. hee. haven bath. water ready. stop here.

waiting for daddy in the rain. xuan xuan and me.

2007-10-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

tired smelly~ wake up busy cook for the 3 pig in my house. di wei sick le having fever 39.5 since yesterday night till now. hais. cook porriage for him he also dun wan to eat. still go catch fisihing in the night with mei mei jie jie and family. before that da n me went movie. the detective. so scare. after movie saw en hui too. dar n mi bought 1 pair of hand phone key chain. hahaz hen cute.

before movie.

panda. orh orh............. dada + chu chun

Muck muck... X))

after the show. Lols hen cool ya. copycat! bleah XP

miIiiii~~~~ en hui and me in kfc the penquen. da carry all the barang baraNG

bus stop are you watching us. =P lalalalala

reach home lOoo. the sunset. phone chain that da brought.

da.chun.rabbit

the night~~~~~

fishing & lor kan time......

the fire for our fOod

ho ho & me! da da & me da & feng rong

trying to act coOol.. haa. time for fOods.

it had been sometime i had not go down to the watch to catch lo kan. yesterday night i when down with meimeijie jie and di wei. though he is sick he still gO. haha alot of fun. but were the food of the night of the mosquito. my leg where so itch. catch alot of Lo kan :) haa. on the way back to the island walking in the mud. eee. leg where cut by all the stone. and thing in the mud. sob sob. poor leg. hee. but we had fun.

after everthing were sitting at the side talking with da. had such a nice talk. da brought down the fireworks which he and brought from his friend which bring from the Malaysia.actually wanna play on my birthday. it so beautiful. :) i had fun. cos di wei not feeling well so when back home earli.

video. of the firework

go to stop and bath. bringing di wei to hospital.

2007-10-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

cooling morning~ wake up lOoo yesterday both J asked me to the meeting rOom. Thay had change my Job to Customer service. first thing come to my mind was argh! stress.! i am afraid i cant do it. a small head with such a big hat. afraid ppl will had the thinking is due to j dote me so i am able to do customer service. port were shifted out. left my bangkok and durban consol. but i will work harder to proof them wrong ya. Bought 4 cute cake for my dar! for apologies about the previous night for mistaken him with all my nonsense. that tan qi guai ate one yesterday when i putting my temper. haha. but he left 3. after breakfast i took 2 out.

haha. dar: hur hur dear no no that my you cannot eat

the biG mouth still laying on bed 2 biit there go the cake. goNe!!!!! X))

act cute!!!!!! >.<

kk got to stop. his dota time. he starting all his naggii. later going for movie. X) yeppii

2007-10-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

i wanna earn more money. a rush of learning property agent. so that daddy and mum can stop working still home relax. ii will try no matter what. xiao yi going back to USA on Saturday morning. feel like visiting her but was afraid she wont be have time to chat had to look after baby ashely. actually really miss her alot wanna talk to her. Just cant get the right time. hand phone got cut off. agh! dam it! can chat on the phone. so boring. da pass me $150 ask me to pay for the bill YEPPIII~ shall make the payment tomorrow. guess what mei fang had give birth to her baby girl so cute. view her profile just now. so xin fu. James dote her and her baby girl. hao jealous ya. daddy going holiday with his friend tomorrow. chatted with him just now. dad really getting older and older le. sometime really feel like hugging him but can get the courage to do so. Hope he will enjoy himself.

2007-10-08T12:43:00.000+08:00

it so somky da, di wei, rong, and matu all smoking in my roOm playing card! argh. it was a tired day yesterday. wake up early in the morning preparing all the food for our baby ashely bithday (: this is the first time saw ashely so cute and pretty.

~*+Little princess+*~

.oUr biRthday giRl.

xiao yi zan & ashely

Everyone attenition were all with her. mum, xiao uncle and xiao yi zan go buy cake and some decoration. mum cook was nice yammy~ though during the morning in the kitchen she was kind of frustrated by us cos we did help much. below are some pic of the day

2007-10-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

quite, silent, export were so quite today! hmm cos J talk to C today. about alot alot of thing ya. finish all my file and email. yeppii.!!! hahaz sian at night still got to pack all the stupid file. just packed my sweet sweet bedroom smell so nice and cooling ya. *yawn*. just now saw K msn nick " being happy is a choice and not a chance." make me feel that she try hard be strong. :) jia yu! scare to tell her more scare she feel embarrass. i know how eu feel. you can do it de. 小天使会守护着你。

2007-09-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

his back facing me again.. humpt alway like that. kicking him away hee. wake up it already 2+ in the afternoon, zhu toe call me last night must be feeling sad again le. sms him and chatted with him. hope he and his girl patch back soon. see boy alway like that. once they lost it they will regret. watch show see tv whole day ya. smoke in the toilet got catch lol. so pai seh sia... ahhhh.. lol. just now dar send me home b4 that went to the atm machine stupid machine cant get money transfer money to di di also cannot still got to go the other side to take. cos cant find that stupid machine i was kind of give attitude. dar shouted at mE! ah. angry. sob sob. he pass me 50 which going to pass to my di de. just go pay on the 29th now no more le. ): so fast. dar acciendently saw my bank amount. b4 left the cab pass me some money i didnt wanna take give him back. after his goodbye kiss he alight the cab he throw the money on the cab and left waive his hand to me. thank you babe. ii know eu worry about me. you were alway there when i need eu. sumtime really feel upset. why other girl have i cant. spend money on clothing, doll up themselve, going out enjoy, study. cos of money. ahh.not complaining. hmm dont knw how to say. i really wish i can earn more money. i dont feel good lending money from him. i know he dont mind. i hope he can get his bic soon too. money money money. ahhhh. ):